kinda in a mess right now....
I felt so cheated. By someone i thought whom loved me alot. Whom i thought was the one who really love me and really trust me. But i realized i'm so goddammed wrong. So, he turned out to be the biggest cheater, the biggest lier of ALL. He'd been hiding tons of things, he had a girlfriend for 5 years, and for god's sake they're still together now. And while he have sucha loving girlfriend, he also have one in thailand, and another one in singapore(sad to admit, is me.)
I'm not angry at how 'good' you treated me, but i'm purely fucking sad at how bad you treat your 5 years girlfriend. I mean, at least learn the word respect. If you wanna play with fire, play it in the dark, not so open, not to let your girlfriend know! I wonder why his girlfriend can tolerate sucha butterfly? How much she suffered?
Sometimes i hope i can read people's mind, can see through people's heart so i'll know who's good for me, and who's not... Sucha waste of each other's time and feelings.. Hais, what more can i say? I shall spent my free time talking to god why i need this power, i can list down a thousand reasons maybe he'll grant me.
But now at least i'm happy i have someone who really care for me. Bring me to eat when i'm hungry, fetch me home from geylang and go back home(geylang) again. Look me into my eyes and tell me what he think of me(all the truths, not white lies). Tell me how much he cares and loves me. Hopefully he's a good one for me.. After all the bad ones i've been through... ♥♥
E? I don't know. Heard too many bad things about him after he go back thailand. Okay, before he even go back, i've already heard fucking many things about him. I thought i chose to believe. But....... Leopards doesn't change it's spot.. 狗改不了吃大便! Right?
See how much my life's in a mess right now. But it's not a right time to love. So let's just play.
It's our role right, girls? eiei. Let's play, no love please.
Smart girls: Listens but never believe. Kiss but don't love. Leave before she get left.
P.s/ I want to stop falling for 'made-in-thailand'.. but... Singapore guys are boring :x
P.s.s/ Saturday i'm starting work at pub Illuzion!
p.s.s.s/ My pizza's here! Bye-bi!
